Miss She

Tonight there is nothing great to write. But as they say, sometimes even your most vague thoughts, turn out to be the best one’s , but then, this one, isn’t any thought, its just a vague reflection. 

My exams are round the corner, and I was just planning out my stuff, of how to manage office, exams and my everyday writing and blogging stuff. 

And all of a sudden this realization dawned on me, why I am doing all this?

I mean, there’s no point in either studying, or blogging, or may be just anything. One swipe of death, and everthing is gone. I don’t know, I so much once again felt like simply jumping out of the window.

 Life doesn’t make any sense to me. I called up my friend and conversed with her for almost half an hour. She suggests me to visit some good Psychologist. She’s mad. 

But then, I don’t know if I am mad too? I mean, I guess I ponder over life a lot sometimes. I think that’s not good. I should just live my life. But yet again, for what, to just die one day?????

[All I want is to be happy, sometimes am so sad, sometimes so happy. This is weird. This is wrong. And so many a times I pull myself back for no reasons. 

Anyways, I am sure, today my day will be beautiful, for God Loves Me ] 

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